The Life on Earth was Eden, an idyllic state where all is provided, every morning is a banquet of joys, but we, and our Earth, were plunged plunged into… almost another dimension, however it wasn’t really, it was that a virus, a taint or poison entered our mind spheres, that taint warped and distorted our perception, where before we saw a layer-cake of seven-ish worlds. The seven worlds are actually varying degrees of a spectrum, its better to think of different stratum of matter-being-energy that are distinguished by their function and organization. In some way certain ‘higher worlds’ represent by modes of perception that are the hallmarks of large scale emergent consciousnesses. In other words, the ‘species’ of humanity, Athropos, lives in a ‘higher world’ with other beings of such scale, but it is actually a different scale of thought and organization. It is one we are rooted in, one we used to have perception in before the fall.
Being integrated in these higher worlds which are greater scales of organization along lines of metabolism and emergent congition. Remember, your own sense of Being, is not produced by any part of you. You are an emergent property of your organized neurons acting as a receiver for the ambient I-AM-ness of the Megaverse. Just as this I-AM-ness flows into your system, it flows into all suitable higher systems, like species, like weather-systems, ecologies, like galaxies, like many things we can’t even imagine yet. There are levels of organization in the universe we have no means of glimpsing. There is a vast machinery to the universe we can’t see…yet. It can’t be viewed through the body or matter… as least not this kind of body and matter.
So to be clear, I am saying that different ways of the same “chaos” being organized, sensed and mentally constructed, at different scales of being, are the ‘higher worlds’ I am talking about.
Imagine that in the same space, there are all these particles that are recognized by current physicists as matter. At the same time there is all this other matter that occupies the same space but mostly does not interact with the other matter. Only in certain edge cases. These edges cases are access points between the worlds. All together the worlds form a tree-like structure where a massive metabolism of ecologies plays out. Guess who is the Being that tends to these cosmic ecologies like a Shepard, the Physician who heals the ailing limbs of Being? That is the Great Logos that keeps this sublime and finely tuned orchestra beating in perfect time, the heart of the Cosmos.
All of the substance of the higher world could just as well be called a sort of matter-energy or information, but all these names fall short. The important point is that these ‘higher’ – better to say more rarified – strata obey the laws of those worlds. Those alchemists who studied the laws of those worlds invented science. That is no accident, because the same approach is used in each. Spiritual science means that we bring the same rigor to such questions, the same suspension of judgement. As we have established in other reports, the scientific mind and the suspension of judgment and investigation of all claims is NOT antithetical to faith, as faith is not dogma and has nothing to do with holding certain beliefs.
So when we as a species could see all these higher worlds, we lived with the gods or good angels, and Christ filled every Being. This was the garden of Eden. But a taint was introduced into the garden. This taint was really like advertisement, and what it advertised was SHAME. Shame is the powerful force, a mind-virus, that split conscious beings in twain and introduced that Satanic twisting. The twisting is essentially the twisting of consciousness along fear-lines into such a knot that it cannot see its whole self at once. This is what the “fearless moral inventory” of the 12 Steps is meant to address. The twisting down into ego makes the self like the Elephant in the dark, you can only touch a small part of the elephant at once. Just as one guy thinks the elephant is a rope, so the twisting satanic mind infection makes it appear that the boundless fields of consciousness of the all that flow into us are a simple chemical reaction in an organic computer. But scientist still cannot find the mechanism that produces consciousness and they never will, because consciousness is not produced. It is fundamental and intrinsic necessary property of being.
Shame contains this directive: you MUST NOT look at yourself. At all costs, you must not see. Shame says, if you look for the source of Being you will find hatred. Shame is the process by which we separate from God. Shame requires self-hate because the Source of Being is also the Inmost Self of the self. For the shame virus to take over a being, it must blind the subtle matter senses which once allowed us to ‘see’ and interact these ‘inner’ or ‘higher’ beings. But lets remember that they aren’t really ‘in’ or ‘high’, they are along another dimension axis, “of another kind”. Shame happened first in Lucifer, and he will also be the last to make that “fearless moral inventory”. Since then, since Lucifer got the artist’s taint, or what Harold Bloom might call the “anxiety of influence,” Lucifer’s disease, which you might call addiction, wandering, rambling, gambling, wasting, in not-thee-but-me, has spread from cell to cell, being to being. Imagine this disease rifling through empyrean clouds like momentary calcification of black crystals. This is physical in a way it wasn’t before. Before it was part of an ecology of higher orders. Now it is a plane of I-eat-you. Now all souls took on the taint, the addiction, all crying “mine, mine” as well fell into the dark mine and flash forward a billion eons and we are all still in that mine, Plato’s cave, where our souls watch in silent despair as our bodies run around chasing chunks of stuff. There is a part of you that watches yourself babble, spew and rage. It’s quiet and weak now, but it is waiting patiently for the trumpet of the Lord. It is the Hero in you. That Hero lives on higher worlds. When the gaping rift and wound in you, the leaking gash between your body and your soul, is healed and sealed by the Lord, that hero will live inside you like a Holy Angel in bright armor bearing flaming sword. The relief that one begins to feel when ones bodies begin to integrate, when wholeness comes, is unimaginable.
The vestiges of shame are a spiritual strait jacket. The Holy Spirit within you is Houdini. All of the friends of the way are here for you, to help you out of the skin prison, the soul prison – both are in a prison without the integration of the other. The feeling of it – you see it in the tight teeth of atheist in rage – is of endless existential abrasion.
Because you are one body with the Lord, His Blood is yours. It’s like you’re a toe that had a rubber band around that finally comes off. You always were a part of the Lord. That it why it hurts so much to be separate from the Lord. That is why the return of the Blood Flow when the heavenly channel is opened is called grace, and when you feel it, it makes you cry in gratitude.